Where am I......?

Where am I is the question ? And it can be answered in so many different ways. Right now , sitting here typing the answer in the comfort of my living room. Is that what I’m really asking? Is that the context of my question? Where am I? Where am I in life ? Middle aged? Half way to 90 :>o
Where am I in regards to my career? Where I want to be? Where I thought I’d be?
Where am I in my marriage , with my family?
Where am I with my health? Where am I with my finances? Does it really matter?
What really matters?
Where am I?
Where are you?

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