Winter
It has been awhile since I have posted anything and I as look back to what I posted a year ago, I am noticing a pattern. Winter drags......on and on. It is dark and gloomy. If I had lots of money it would be fun to do winter sports such as skiing then winter may not drag on and on. But alas I do not have a money tree in my back yard and skiing with a family of five would be quite an expense. I have to go back to work tomorrow and that will be a good thing. I need routine even though sometimes the routine freaks me out also. I am always looking for that perfect balance and having a hard time finding it. I am sure that the lack of excercise in my life and my wonderful diet lately has not helped with the whole bablnce thing, but boy is it bad when it is off balance. I wonder why such a need for balance?!?!? Does anyone else feel that need? I don't know if I have ever felt the complete balance, i guess the scales are always tippi...